childish me...

i live for so long on this earth.....
honestly.....
at dis time.....
at dis age....
i shud be mature enuf...
shud be think mature...
act mature.....
most of all play mature game...
n watch sum 'adult's movie'....

Unfortunately.....
i didnt....
i still act like a child....
more accurately....
a kid.......
i still act like a kid....
think like a kid....
watch cartoon.....
n play sum childish game....
bt honestly....
when i play dat kid game....
i feel relief from all the stress that i faced....

everytime ...
sum of my fren ask....
' y u look so relax where by now u shud study cuz its near exam?'
i jz smile to them n din say a word....
cz i aso dunno lo...
y i so relax...
maybe becuz i hate all the books...
that stupid thick books....
when open the kandungan page...
mean the first page...
den i wan to sleep dy...

luckily....
i still get the result that cn see la......
nt so teruk.........

well.....
i live for so long....
when the time i shud be mature...
i be childish....
bt...
thats me....
original me...
no one cn change bout that fact....

( actuali o.... this post dun have any meaning de...jz type for shuang...
n update my post xia...cz fren scold dy...)