sick again n again

This Holiday reali driving me crazy....
First , make me becum lazy.....
Second , make me cant sleep at nite ....
Third , make me feel boring ....
N forth , make me feel tired.....

N NOW....
make me feel sick.....
now i reali nt feeling well.....
headache , sorethroat , coughing....
sekali gus come to me....
all dis 'Best Friend' reali enuf yi hei....
come n visit me at the same time....
i din even prepare sum treats for them...
i been thinking...
they all sure tooo miss me dy...
cant come n visit me one by one...
all sekali gus come n visit me.....
i quite surprise bout their visit....

HAIZ......
nw jz head pain......
nose itchy.....
keep sneezing......
sumtimes coughing....
sumtimes throat very itchy....( dun ask me wat meaning..i terus translate frm chinese i aso dunno wat it mean )

If continue like dis......
I reali will get sick.......
If i get sick......
my parents sure ask me go to c doctor....
NOOOOOOO!!
I dun wan c doctor then eat that bitter medicine.....
the medicine bitter til i wan die dy ....
haiz.....
jz let it becum serious la...
at least dun like last time sorethroat for 3 months.......

FUTURE.....

F!U!T!U!R!E!
FUTURE!!
damn hate dis word.....
everyone keep reminding me bout my future.....

'Y u still standing here? Go study..'
'Bt i want to have sumtime to relax..'
'There's no time for u , mr...u faster go to ur room n study,dats an order..'
'But.......'
NO BUT! GO NOW!'

the dialogue dat i type almost happen everyday at my house...
everytime they keep chasing me to my room to study....
i hate study!!
Y holiday still need study??
Holiday is for student to relax....
Nt for student for having more pressure at home from family members....
If u all wan me to study ,
DUN SET HOLIDAY THEN!
u cn jz whole year 365 days study at school wif frens...
like dat i will be happier than study at home....
at least i wun be argueing wif those person....
i cn study wif my frens...
n at least my fren hear my opinion....
jz dam hate future dis word.......

FUTURE!!!
Y I HAVE TO SUFFER JZ BECUZ OF 'FUTURE' DIS WORD?
i had enough of dis....
bt wat cn i do..
nth...NOTHING AT ALL.....
jz cn go to my room n study....
Bt i wun so stupid jz go n study...
i listen to songs.....
reading comic.....
well....
comis aso book....... ..
i read comic aso nt a big deal at all.....

I still dunno what i goin to do when i becum an adult...
a doctor? a lawyer? a vet?or i will open my own company?
I STILL DUNNO....
bt frm kindergarden....
everyone keep asking u ..wat u goin to do when u grown up..
i fed up wif all those question....
they never heard before ..
'WE WILL NEVER KNOW THE FUTURE...'
what dat sentence said is right....
how we will know the future....
we cant predict it....
our future will change at anytime , anywhere...

Wat the meaning i said all of dis...
i still cnt change my future....

............

There it is....
another blog without tittle...
nt i dun wan to give dis blog a tittle...
jz i lazy to think bout it...
dis holiday reali making me becum worst....
making me lazier...
making me wake up at midnite...( actuali dats quite good )
but ,
its still holiday.....
The way i spend my holiday still the same.....

I jz wake up....
jz slept for 3 hours...
y i sleep if i will wake up at dis time...
EASY!
becuz i waiting dat person to reply me for nearly 30 mins...
den i tot she was asleep ..( becuz dat time i send msg is 23.40..den i wait til 00.20)
so i went to my bed n have a nice sleep..
actuali nt nice at all.....

After that,
i wake up...
den come downstair....
den open pc n on9 n write blog...
All my action was so natural.......
it jz seems like i did dis many times n kew wat shud i do next...
well , i did do dis for my whole holiday....
BT!
the word 'BUT' very important rite now...
i c those msg when i wake up
den i jz terus throw my hp to one side den go downstair...
i started to feel ......
dunno how to say ..is a kind of feeling...
Although i got crazyon shin chan n digimon to watch ,
bt it jz not right...
how to say a dat feeling.....

OH YA!
kinda feel a little bit lonely....
feel quite lonely ....
everytime i wake up at midnite n did wat i suppose to do...
i jz felt quite lonely...
It jz like dis feeling always around me...
no matter what i do so i wun feel lonely...
bt it is still there wif me....
haiz....
dis one very hard to say...
al dis feeling thing..
reali very hard to say....

Here comes again....
Another blog without tittle....

CONFUSING.....

Can anyone that is reali clever....
For example ....GENIUS....
help me....
i reali need some help....
Although i very smart..i know...( i aso know i very perasan )
Bt i din understand what my fren telling me...
i dunno whether is praising or teasing...

Nws the sentence ....
The sentence is :
'Ur chinese quite cute '
Finish dy....
Although it is a short sentences....
bt i dunno wat dat sentences mean at all.....
If u r a genius....
or u understand what dis sentences mean...
plz tell me...
i reali wan to know....

Sooo Tired...

i shud write dis post yesterday ,
bt i m too tired to write it...
until now still got feel a little bit tired....
leg still feel pain n tired...
feel like cant walk at all ...
but wont serious til need to sit on the wheelchair.....

OK...
Now i will tell u what i did yesterday dat make me so tired...
First .....
i wake up at 5 am...
jz sleep 2 hours ny leh..
then i lay on my bed wif my blancket.....
then i went downstairs to do my house chores...
bt seems like all done dy...
when afternoon....
jz did what i suppose to do at dat time....
nt so important at all...

Then ...
i went to play squash at night....
long time din play dy..
although jz play for one hour....
bt mayb too long din play plus dat i din do warm up at all .......
so my leg feel pain n tired....
haiz.....
very tired a ....
N i break my record....
cuz i step out from my house dy......
i suppose not to step out from my house for the whole month...
BT it seems like unsuccessful ....
nvm....
still got next time.....